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S. A. J. Lyttek, a multiple award-winning writer, always loved writing, but didn’t arrive at the profession in the typical manner. After college and graduate school, she plunged into government consulting. In this environment, she discovered a knack for writing tests, interviews and other measurements. That soon became the focus of her career—reigniting her love for the written word. Thus captivated, she spent evenings freelancing “fun” writing including short stories, poems, articles and cards. When her eldest was a toddler, she quit full-time work to stay home and write. Eager to spend more time with her children, homeschooling intrigued her. From preschool through high school, she homeschooled both sons while continuing to freelance. While an integral part of the homeschooling community, she developed and taught writing classes to a generation of homeschoolers. Married to her childhood sweetheart, Gary, Mrs. Lyttek loves to share her commitment to learners of all ages and her fascination with the written word.

 



Remembering Through Pictures...Thank You, Mom

10/16/2024 11:50:00 AM BY Susan Lyttek

Today, October 16th as I write this, in 1936, my mom was born. It has been seven years since I could give her a present to honor the day.

October 14th in 1983 was Gary and my church wedding. That means, memory-wise, this is a bittersweet week. Such weeks, such times, drag up all sorts of memories and mental snapshots.

I like the mental snapshots, as flawed as they can be. However, I have a love-hate relationship with the physical pictures, photos, and memorabilia. Unorganized, it’s just boxes of clutter. But sorted, scanned, and preserved, the glimpses into the past have meaning. They are images I can link to the memories.

Thankfully, I’ve transferred a good chunk of my physical photos to digital… reducing the clutter in the office. Someday, I will have to purge the rest of them. As it is, I have thousands of photos in both the physical and in my computer directories. It’s easy to browse through decades of memories, due, in large part, to the efforts of my mother.

I have come to one astonishing conclusion.

My mom loved pictures.

Much more than I do, truth be told. She blessed me with multiple copies of the same pic, just in case one got damaged or if I wanted to pass a copy onto someone else. But some are unique gems, like the one attached to this post. (And yes, I did post this pic with a similar blog post a few years ago.) I remember riding a camel, but not an elephant. Yet, there Deb and I are swaying on the back of the huge creature.

Of course, it is a totally Susan move. I tend to be impulsive with God’s creatures. It is why I have pictures of me holding an alligator and a tarantula. It’s why I snorkeled with stingrays, babysat a boa constrictor, spent hours playing with daddy longlegs in our basement, and cradled hissing cockroaches at the bug exhibit. If someone said it was perfectly okay, and it was creature related, I did it.

But back to my main point.

My mom made certain from days way before internet that life was documented in pictures. I always knew to send her a family photo at Christmas. If I didn’t, I would have been in trouble. Big trouble. In a way, the annual collage of pictures I assemble and put on the wall is in her honor. There must be a visual tribute to life that changes as we do.

But she loved to take pictures herself and valued what a photo could capture. I remember her taking a photography class and going on road trips to try and find just the right image to use for an assignment.

One of her favorites from that exercise, a closeup of icicles melting, was framed and hung on the wall for many years.

Going through what she sent me I found pictures that I was sure I didn’t have, like those of my graduation from Officer Training School back in 1986. I had the class picture and a couple of snapshots, but she had documented the entire event.

The fact that she compiled events in my life without my realizing it is precious.

But because she valued pictures so highly, she actually took and saved more than I can possibly use. One of my long-term goals is to scan them all. I will keep a couple of the scrapbooks she took the time to assemble, but the loose pictures belong in files I can access to use for my Instagram or blog posts like this one. Or just to savor in the middle of a busy day.

Over the years, the piles of pictures grew. The pile grew, in part, because I wasn’t willing or able to deal with the emotions. It was easier to have masses of pictures hidden in the office closet.

But now, those piles feel like a weight on my soul. I keep processing them in bits and pieces, trying to honor the work my mother invested.

I will end up tossing a lot and that’s okay. I do not need fifteen copies of my wedding program or twenty pictures of Karl showing his missing teeth.

However, hidden gems, I’m convinced will continue to surface.

And each of those feels like a hug from my mom.

Happy birthday, Mom.